My Ruin - TERROR

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Terror..This is what you call me...
I STRIKE TERROR AMONG MEN
I FORGIVE... BUT I NEVER FORGET
I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form
But I can handle myself with the best of you
I have the right to remain silent
But I choose to SPEAK, SING, SCREAM
I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN
STRONG like music
TRUE like friendship
But without my FRIENDS there would be no music... ONLY SPOKEN WORD

TERROR
TERROR
TERROR

I am able to change
So I live without REGRET, without REMORSE only a REMIX

I am DRUNK, I am SOBER
HEAVEN doesn't want me and HELL'S AFRAID I'LL TAKE OVER
Don't bother trying to CENSOR me or SHUT ME UP
Because IT WON'T WORK
I am COLD and DISTANT yet WARM and CLOSE
To those who deserve to see that side of me
PART OF ME... THE HEART OF ME

I am ME

And I know exactly WHO I AM, WHAT I AM and THE WRATH I BRING
The UGLY BEAUTY, the LYING TRUTH, the VIRGIN WHORE... the QUIET STORM
A LOVER, a FIGHTER, a SAINT, a SINNER, OLD SCHOOL...... a BEGINNER
I've been CRUCIFIED, JUSTIFIED and MORTIFIED by my behaviour

I am UNSWEETENED, UNCLEAN.... Been called DRAMA QUEEN
EX GIRLFRIEND, EX MEMBER... TANTRUM, TERROR
I point my finger... TAKE THE BLAME
And this time I WILL OWN THE NAME
Because NOBODY is going to RUIN ME, if I have to I will RUIN MYSELF..
And it will be 'MY RUIN'
FUCKER!