Bonfire Pickets - Fading (I Give Up)

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When I look in the mirror
I wonder where my smile has gone
But when I look back at today
I ask did it ever belong
All I do to myself each night is offer my abuse
Inside I am breaking
What is the use?

I don?t know where I?m going
And I don?t know what to say
I know there?s no point in showing
?cos it?s better off this way

So I?ll keep parading
Pretending that I?m fine
But what?s the point in existing
When I don?t get two seconds of your time?
The memory is fading
And I look for my smile
But it?s way down inside me
And it will be lost for a while

I don?t know where I?m going
And I don?t know what to say
I know there?s no point in showing
?cos it?s better off this way

History is fading
Light it up
Masquerading
All of this sucks
(I?ve been down here waiting
For a little piece of luck
But I know I won?t get it
Until my time is up) x2

Why is it that I can?t say the things I want to, to your face?
All I do is sit alone and get annoyed in this dark place
I can?t say that when you?re here I?ve ever been a happy man
So why is it, that when I sleep, your face is all I comprehend?
Fading, I give up
Fading, I give up.