Boys Hits Car - A Letter From Prison

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Sometimes I wonder. Torn between my heart
Tore between my heart and my mind 
And I feel my body to see if I¡?m in
If I'm in tune with what I find 
But I don't know how to feel 
And I don't know what to feel 
Anymore 

Anymore

Want to feed on this indecision 
To many things something¡?s different inside
I¡?m a boy who's so sick of searching 
Maybe there's a Heaven nearby 
So should I let these thoughts out ?
Or should I let you in ?
Its so easy to be alone 
Look within is, will I find home?
I just don¡?t know 
How to feel 

Feel 
How to feel 
How to feel 
Feel 

Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here 
Like I am stuck here and can¡?t move 
I like to watch the sunsets, letting in the warm colors 
The warmth, it blinds the truth 
But I don't know how to feel 
And I don¡?t know what to feel 
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I keep on hurting myself 
Tearing off the skin I let it burn in the dirt.
Wanna unlearn what I've learned
Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts 
When we have something inside that no motherfucker will touch 
No I won't think like you 
If I did what am I trying to prove 
I just don't know x4
I just don't know how to feel 
I just don't know what to feel 
Anymore